16 February 2005

So many things ....

My life is so funny to me right now. It really is. God has the biggest sense of humor sometimes. Let me just recap a couple of them for you all .... :)

1. My senior theatre performance is Friday. That's right. It's in 2 days. This has been the biggest thing I've ever done in my entire life. Seriously. It has stretched me in ways that I've never wanted to be stretched. I'm talking about things that sometimes I really don't know if I believe anymore, yet I know, deep down inside, I do. So, on Friday, I'm going to have to pull emotions out from deep within my soul and also have to pull out physical strength cuz yes, yes I'm sick. Funny, huh? I've been downing the water and Vit C for a couple of days but right now I still feel like crap. It cracks me up.

2. I was "Tour Guide of the Week" last week. When I got the email, I literally laughed out loud. Especially in light of the horrific tour I gave last week. I even walked away from that saying, "Well, there goes MY chance of EVER being 'tour guide of the week'". Guess I was wrong. But, I get a prize so that makes me happy. I feel like I can graduate now. Funny.

I had more, but my head is so full of stuffage that I can no longer think. [sigh] Guess I should go back to my flat and sleep before dress rehearsal tonight. It's the last night to do it without an audience. Tomorrow night -- there will be people. Is this really happening to me? Can this ordeal be almost complete and I can put all the stress, heartache, emotional upheaval behind me??!?! I can't wait ...

1 comment:

Amy K said...

Murphy's law! Sorry you're sick; probably the stress of everything at once.

And congrats on your tour-guide recognition. I'm sure it's well deserved. :)

See ya Friday!

-Amy